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you_dont d e s e r v e. a {point} of ViEW

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 4, 2009, 6:26 PM


where are the people that accuse me?
the ones who beat me down and abuse me.


i dont know
i just dont feel like there's much anymore
to like..fight for

this month especially is a downer for me
like you have no idea
but you know, whatever

they hide just out of sight...

have you ever felt like you just...
want to completely give up?
like you just wish it would all go away when you open your eyes
or maybe if you think hard enough it may happen

...sometimes it's hard to just keep going.

i feel kind of like that right now
but i think im falling past it
i think i've fallen more towards..
i just wish i would die
like that would be so much easier

can i trust what i can't see?

i probably sound like a whiny bitch
oh well, that probably wouldnt be the first time

i want to take control but i know better...


  • Mood: Defeated

sot o g e t h e rbut so{broken}up iNSiDE

Fri Oct 9, 2009, 10:03 AM
seems like just yesterday
you were a part of me
i used to stand so tall
i used to be so strong
your arms around me tight
everything, it felt so right
unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
now i can't breathe
no, i can't sleep
i'm barely hanging on

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

i told you everything
opened up and let you in
you made me feel alright
for once in my life
now all that's left of me
is what i pretend to be
so together, but so broken up inside
'cause i can't breathe
no, i can't sleep
i'm barely hangin' on

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

swallow me then spit me out
for hating you, i blame myself
seeing you it kills me now
no, i don't cry on the outside
anymore...

here I am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes

here i am, once again
i'm torn into pieces
can't deny it, can't pretend
just thought you were the one
broken up, deep inside
but you won't get to see the tears i cry
behind these hazel eyes


  • Mood: Defeated

`now it s e e m s im_FADiNG~

Fri Sep 18, 2009, 7:50 AM
now it seems i’m fading
all my dreams are not worth saving
i’ve done my share of waiting
and i’ve still got nowhere else to go
so i wait for you to
take me all the way
take me all the way

seems you’re wanting me to stay
but my dreams would surely waste away
and i still have nowhere else to go
so i wait for you to
take me all the way
take me all the way

push me under
pull me further
take me all the way
take me all the way

push me under
pull me further
take me all the way
take me all the way

now it seems you’re leaving
but we’ve only just begun
and you’ve still got nowhere else to go
so i wait for you to
take me all the way
take me all the way

push me under
pull me further
take me all the way
take me all the way

push me under
pull me further
take me all the way
take me all the way

and i’ve been waiting so long
and i’ve been waiting so long
and i’ve been waiting so long

so i wait for you to
take me all the way

push me under
pull me further
take me all the way
take me all the way

push me under
pull me further
take me all the way
take me all the way

and i’ve been waiting so long
and i’ve been waiting so long
and i’ve been waiting so long

so i wait for you to
take me all the way
take me all the way

Take Me Under - Three Days Grace


  • Mood: Hopeless

--you LOST, you {never} held on...

Tue Aug 25, 2009, 7:55 AM
simple journal is simple, yes




....</3


  • Mood: Miserable

i cant win your {l o s i n g} fight all the TiME

Fri Aug 14, 2009, 4:21 PM
uhm...
i dont know.


  • Mood: Uneasy

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